ghost?

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this?


I found this pic on teeny's hi5... I seriosly think that THAT IS A GHOST!



no comment on the pose and such...





PRETTY FREAKY

broken wing is colored

yess! I finally finished it...

heres the link

Broken wing

this was so difficult to work with I had to do the base colors for the wings three times because my computer kept on getting turned of or photoshop was closed without me saving... gah!

and then there's the textures I really did not want to texturize this one too much as all my other cgs are so I just used two from what I had and just slap them on on the background only as I wanted the figures to stand out...

the blood was fun...

my last post as a fourteen year old

this is my last post as a fourteen year old...

My, how time flies... it seems just yesterday that I was blowing out the candles on a sloppily iced cake... and now that's just another memory... in the stacks... I have no regrets about this year... except... that I hadn't laughed more loved more and lived... more I wish that I hadn't been so scared... of the unkown... of being hurt... now I see that all my worrying was in vain... that i was holding myself back for no reason... I have no idea what tomorrow will bring... but I hope... I pray... that I will not fail the coming tests the coming trials... I still have my fear... but I am determined to overcome it...to master it...

I have become the fifteen year old...

updates...

hmmm... let me see what can I tell you...

well, I've started work on digitaly coloring my interpretation of "broken wing"... it's rather annoying because the lineart is pretty light because I'm using the pencil lineart so the colors get a little choppy around the outlines and I can never tell where they are when I brush against a dark color, but yeah besisdes that it's going well... here's the original image...

Broken Wing

we help at the foodbank today... making food boxes... it was quite fun first we had to fill them with one layer of cans then another with one box/bag of cereal and other boxes or bags, then another layer on top of that with jars... then we had to fill in all the empty spaces with what we call fillers or little packages and boxs of anything from oat meal to tea bags... the main goal was to get the best qualityand variety of food into each box as well as making it weigh enough... they had to be at least fifty pounds or else they didn't have enough food in them... we did about forty of them or four pallettes of twenty a very fun but almost exhausting experience... especially when you have your freinds there to joke and talk with...

we have some more people staying in the lodge... it's the guy's that came from nepal for wordstock I don't know how long they're staying though...

natalie called me last sunday... great conversation... of...of... politics... TEEN POLITICS!!!
yes you know they exist even though they go on right under your nose... quite scary... really... I hardly remember what the body of it was but most of it was me stumbling over my self about why I thought her breaking up with danny was funny(which I have no idea how or why it came up) while trying not to hurt here fellings... sigh it didn't work too well... and the conversation ended awkwordly... DAMN PHONOPHOBIA!!!...*hem*

marie claire is sooo pale! how does she do it? it must have something to do with those veils she's always wearing...

I hate this pic but it's the only one of me and melody dancing





















I was so annoyed that Tim took this picture... not to mention we were camera'ed as well...

sigh...


*POOF* we are gone....